Thanks guys, i appreciate it. It's been a weird year for me basically i'v gone in hiding not wanting to talk to anyone just wanting to be alone and i'm not sure why. I'v recently developed a "gift" i don't know how or why but i feel spirits around and i say things randomly before they happen and i'v been right with everything so far. I don't get told these things somehow they just come out of my mouth out of no where, i can't even control when i want to know something it just happens on it's own. my grandmother who i was very close to died 8 years ago she was extremely gifted being a psychic medium i'm not sure if it's her coming to me (i feel it is).
I'v had a very hard life for such a young person. I'v seen and been through things i wouldn't wish upon my worst enemy and i'v had to be an adult most my life just to look after my self. i'm in a strange place right now very confused and don't know what to do next or how to develop my gift. any advice guys?
Hi Jo
If you feel your grandmother is around you then she is, our loved ones in spirit try very hard to help us, i feel your grandmother will be your spiritual helper and along with your spirit guides she will be right there to give you guidance, reasurrance, comfort her love and let you know that everything will be alright in your life, just as my son does for me he is my spiritual helper along with all my heavenly help and i feel his love and presence around me very strongly and he has helped me get through alot of what i have gone through also when i wanted to give up and leave this earth plane.
You can go to a good spiritual church or join a group as Chris suggested, but your gifts are progressed by your spiritual guides and by the experiences you have had that you have chosen as a light worker for the growth of your soul and spiritual knowledge which works hand in hand with our physical earth plane lessons and our spiritual path, when you have been chosen and choose this path which is not an easy one by the way, but a very rewarding one as far as helping others who need the right kind of help who have suffered alot and gone through alot in their lives that need genuine comfort, reasurrance, hope, and loving messages from our loved ones in spirit who bring much comfort and joy to those who need it giving them proof of life after and letting their loved ones know they are always with them and around them with their love and presence helping them and guiding them giving them strength when they need it and a hug when they need it too
Your spirit guides will teach you how to use your gifts they teach us many lessons before we are ready to use our gifts in the way we have been chosen to use them it will all make sense just go with the flow and just know you are always being looked after and loved by your heavenly help, they never give us what we cannot handle but we must learn how to deal with certain things to know when ever we are put down by others because of our gifts how to deal with certain people who will do that i have had many lessons with that and didnt understand why spirit would do that to me when i only ever wanted to help people, but as i was shown i had to trust enough in spirit to know that what they give me for another can be challenged by another but will prove to be true when that person is ready to see the truth of what came through for them the amount of tears i have cried and the frustration i have felt when i have had people who have come just to put me down and tell me i am wrong was nearly enough to chuck it all in and walk away from my ,purpose here, but then spirit would bring me a soul in so much pain they knew i would help them in the right way with their love and wisdom coming through to show me i needed to learn how to stay strong with the hecklers and that my work is more important than them putting me down, they are the lessons you will learn as you go along and you see that spirit will always be there for you, i have had many cross words with my spirit guides and i dont know how many times i have said that it i quit this is not worth it, then they show you in many ways why it is worth it
I know you will be alright give it time and yourself time, i found i was different too in the way i wasnt all that sociable with others i felt like an outcast at times, but it was just the way i needed to be and wanted to be once you get past the not knowing what is going on and you understand more of your gifts and where you are headed you will probably find yourself opening up more to others but still wanting your quiet space. ..... God and his heavenly help are always with you guiding you with his light just trust in knowing you are loved, protected and are progressed with your gifts when they know you are ready to learn on a higher level we are always learning not only just here on this earth plane but beyond..hope that has helped you a little more Godbless.

Ps. the good news is it all makes sense in the end
