bernadette I guess you already know the answer to your question.
You must find a way to make better decisions with your finances.. also try and create some good opportunities for yourself.. if you need to find more work, or a better job, than do so.
No one can help you but yourself.
Rev. Chris Roubis
(main spirit guide) Chief White Eagle, (other guides) Chief Sitting Bull, Chief Oconostota, Chief Eagle Eyes, Chief Eagle Tomahawk. Chief White Tail. Chief Little Horn.
“It is no measure of mental health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.” — Krishnamurti