my pendulum says she still loves you..
But she can also have someone on the side supporting her.. being her best friend.... while she is going through this transition.
Obviously there has been alot going on in your relationship besides this, and you both need to sit down and be honest to each other about the future.
Perhaps she has already told you, and your just not listening.
You need to let her go, let her do what she wants to do.. no point forcing someone to live with you, if they don't want to anymore.
It's time you started living you own life. In time you will find, what your going through right now is what you needed in life... so you can be happier with someone else.
Reverend Chris Roubis
My main spirit guides:
Chief Sitting Bull, Chief White Eagle, Chief Oconostota, Chief Eagle Eyes, Chief Eagle Tomahawk. Chief White Tail.
Danites of Israel = Sons of Greece. A genuine Semite, not a fake one.