Our working life doesn't always turn out to be as we would like to or hoped it would be.
When we have a family or just ourselves to keep we need that weekly wage coming in to support all that we need to be responsible for in our every day life.
For some of us who don't have a trade or working professional trade we can spend many years either staying at a job we don't really like or, if available to us go from one job to another hoping to find some satisfaction of wanting to get up to go to work each day.
I cant tell you where this project will lead you to only time will tell and show you that, if there are limited options available to you and you need a wage coming in each week then the wise thing to do is to stay and keep an eye out for any other available jobs that come up you feel would suit you better while you are working that is all you can do really in reality.
No one else can build up your self esteem( if that is what you meant about yourself) up except you, the job choice was yours because there was lack of other work, praise from our co workers or bosses helps but if we aren't getting any praise or sort of recognition from anyone then we have to just get on with it and be grateful for the wage each week.
When I was working in a kitchen many years ago I saw every dish I washed as an opportunity to do something better other than being a dish washer for the rest of my life but it gave me a wage at the end of the week and I was grateful for that as soon as another better job came up while I was working I went after it and if I got that job I could leave my dishes behind which happened to be the case I worked at many jobs some were better than the others but brought in a wage until I came to the time in my life where I didn't have to work for a living any more doing physical work, I had done my time in the physical work force now working for spirit I knew I was different in some way when I used to know when certain things would happen before they did but didn't understand why and I wasn't aware I had the gifts I have until later on in my life and I didn't know what I would have to lose that was so precious to me to bring me to my purpose here on this Earth Plane that connected me to spirit we all have a greater purpose than just working in the physical life if it happens that way for us.
I feel there is something else waiting up ahead for you that you will feel comfortable with.
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