Postby jazz » Mon Aug 21, 2017 12:14 pm
Hi Merryroman,
I am going to do you a reading free of charge as I feel you are really stuck.
The way forward begins with you, first of all your health if you feel you are depressed go and see a doctor and talk to him about how you are feeling you may need medication or counselling to get you back on track if you are unemployed your treatment wont cost you anything, when your health improves so will your state of mind about how to help yourself to live life as it should be not where you feel or believe you are stuck in the energy you are now in forever.
You are focusing too much on doom and gloom there is no magic wand to wave over you or your life to make it better you have all you need within you to make the necessary changes to bring yourself into a more positive energy if you want to stay stagnant you will if you want to move forward you can.
You are not letting yourself or anyone down you are letting life down, because you came here to live to your true purpose and you were born as we all are with all the necessary tools, talents and skills to do that we are given inner strength, hope, faith, intuition , insight,determination, courage, confidence to use at any time you are not using any of your God given gifts because you have kept yourself in a heavy negative energy of stagnation.
There are many things you can do to move forward, your not employed which I understand isn't easy for a middle age person to find work and the young ones are finding it hard too so your not alone there.
Keep looking for work don't give up because you are refused there are lots of people who get turned down for work every day but they keep on looking and eventually the right job comes their way and new doors open up for them and the same will happen for you if you keep the faith and believe that all things are possible when we put our minds to it.rr
There are courses you could do to learn or brush up on your skills or learn new ones, there is volunteer work which would get you out of the house and help you to communicate with others socially.
Be around nature or the ocean for quiet time to bring your mind into balance make a list of all the things you would like to change and start to make it happen.
If you don't have any hope or faith in yourself or life then you will keep yourself in that energy, and you will block all the wonderful things that are waiting to come into your life... when we replace fear, uncertainty , doubts, all negative energy with hope and faith new doors will open up for you and you can have a better life when you take those first steps forward to make that all happen.
Sometimes we just don't know what to do or how to do things to bring in change so we take one thing at a time.
Ask yourself what is the first thing I need to do for myself now so I can feel better about myself .
If that is going to see a doctor to talk over what you are feeling and going through start with that.
We cannot begin to see any light if our thought patterns are negative, if our energy is heavy we will feel heavy, if we don't have any hope then we will live to that energy because we start to believe that this is our lives we cant have any thing better.
Counselling will help you to talk to a person who doesn't know you and can professionally diagnose you and give you the help you need to change your negative thought patterns into positive thinking.
Positive thinking will bring positive results and actions because that is what you will focus on all and live to the negative moments in our lives are something we all have but we learn as we go along in life how to handle them better so we don't let those times take over everything, like you are doing now you are allowing all the doom and gloom you have created for yourself to take over everything you are blocking out the positive that needs to change and you can do that.
I know there are a lot better and happier times waiting for you up ahead, I cant make you believe that I can only pass on what spirit has given to me for you having faith in those words, in yourself and in the future will see that coming true but you have to put in some hard yards to help yourself it doesn't just happen self help is needed along with outside help and together they will bring you to a much better place.
There is a whole new world waiting out there for you to discover being middle age is not old age is just a number negative energy can make us feel older, hopeless, helpless, giving up on life, giving up on having hope all these feelings are your lower energy not your higher energy you will feel the difference once you start to step into a more positive frame of mind.
Changes can happen at any time of our lives it is up to us your spirit guide/guides have been trying to get through to you for a long time so you can open your eyes up to what you need to do for yourself and not wallow in stagnation and hopelessness don't give up now just because you feel it is too late for your life to really turn around it is time now for you to have a big shake up and start doing something about your life to make it better and how you would like to live your life that is from spirit they are showing me you in an old tattered suit that is how you have kept yourself that is not life only as you perceive it to be in your negative state of mind the real you needs to come forward now and start living.
What you put into life now will in return be the new life you are wanting it is up to you to now to start making any necessary changes about yourself, and for yourself.
Let me know how you get on you will be fine.
blessings jazz.
We bring ourselves to where we are in life from the choices and decisions we make at any given time so you need to ask yourself some questions being totally honest to yourself with your answers
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Blessings jazz
