You don't need to pay to have a better connection to spirit, Your Guides, or your intuition.
Our connection to our confidence, and decision making is learning to trust our gut feelings, (our soul truth) it is our built in radar system and lets us know when we get a strong feeling about something we need to be aware of what our gut is telling us then it is up to us to act or not act on that feeling.
Decision making are about having plans that suit your way of living, knowing when the time is right to bring something new like a child into your life that will suit your budget and life in general its common sense really.
My Grandson and his new wife are buying their first home, both are working but they both know at this time they do not want children until they are financially secure and can comfortably bring a new baby into their lives that is them planning to how they need to be in reality financially now but both do not have to question that it is right for them because that is how it is for them in reality then when they both know the time is right they can be happy knowing they can start a family which suits their way of living to their expenses they don't need to go and pay for reiki sessions to know that.
We just need to be in control of what decisions and choices we want to make that suit us and feel confident doing that and go ahead and just do it we don't have to worry if it doesn't suit others we need to put ourselves first like your work hours and days.
If something doesn't suit us and is taking its toll on us health wise then we need to change that so we don't put ourselves on over load and suffer for it.
Everything comes down to our choices and how we use them the answers come from listening to our soul truth and its free you don't have to go searching for answers in work shops we have all the wisdom we need within we just don't tap into it enough or listen to it meditation at home is free you can start to do that in the comfort and quiet of your own home, meditation will help to calm and clear your physical mind and allow you with practise to connect to your higher self and when you do you will start to trust your gut feelings and know they are giving you the answers it is very easy all we have to do is trust what we feel and go with that over thinking what should I do you cannot think do I want a baby now, you need to feel if its right for you to have a baby now with what is going on with your life with how your financial situation is, your health, your work, your mind set, and anything else that you need to feel at ease with we know the difference whether or not something is right or wrong for us.
Confidence is just acting on what you FEEL is right for you.
I would suggest you have a chakra balance over reiki you are already connected to spirit we all are, we are spiritual beings having a human experience here and we come with our own built in wisdom to use to help guide us at any time we just need to be aware of the help that is with us in many ways.
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