I cannot tell you what choices to make.. to make you happy. You have to work that out for yourself.
Look at your situation, your current status, your finances, your mental status, etc etc..
if you think you can afford to have children and be happy as a home mum, then go for it.
if you think you wont be too happy as a home mum, then do something else.
Your choice to make... just because god puts opportunities in your path, or they can manifest themselves, does not mean you have to accept everything.
Sometimes these opportunities come at the wrong time.. you need to decide whats right for you at that present moment.
Rev. Chris Roubis named Chief Little Horn... by my guides.
(main spirit guide) Chief White Eagle, (other guides) Chief Sitting Bull, Chief Oconostota, Chief Eagle Eyes, Chief Eagle Tomahawk. Chief White Tail. Chief White Feather and more. It takes a paradigm shift to envision, and thus create a world without rulers. Our nature is sovereign (we are born free) and so, obviously, God wants us to be liberated from earthly rulers.