Thank you for letting me be a part of this group, for your your time in reading this, and for your guidance.
I would really like some clarity on a few areas of my life.
Firstly, I am with a man who has just totally turned my world upside down (for the better). I have never had someone respect me and treat me the way he does. We are nothing official at this stage, and there is some resistance from him when I have brought this up. I do believe he has been previously hurt quite badly and has put up a wall as he doesn't think he deserves happiness. Can you please tell me if he will ever let his walls down? He is someone I can see myself spending the rest of my life with. He would be the perfect husband, and dad, and we compliment each other so well. Will he ever realise this or am I best off to move on?
I also am the sort of person who knows one of their greatest callings in life is to become a mother. Can you share any insight as to when this will happen? I have sometimes found myself really questioning this as I feel like it's so far away and may never happen. And it can make me quite upset.
Secondly, at the moment I am a bit unsure of what to do with my work. We have had a big shift within the company and I don't know whether I should still stay around or not. I really like working for this employer, I am just not passionate about what I am actually doing. I have applied for some jobs in the industry I am passionate about but I am not technically qualified for a lot of the jobs. I am wanting to study to get some qualifications, but I am not able to study at the moment because I am needing to work 2 jobs as my wage isn't great. The jobs I have applied for have a bigger wage so I can drop the second job and have time to study. Is there going to be any opportunity for me to gain a new job and study any time soon? I am feeling very flat as I don't feel like I am working for a purpose at the moment.
Thanks a lot for your time, I look forward to getting some direction