First thing comes to mind is find happiness from within. Don't look for it in others..
Inner happiness is true happiness. Once you find inner happiness, it will help you truly love yourself, so you can easily discard the other bullshit from your life... that is why you are confused and not happy with life and yourself right now... you have not found inner peace and inner happiness.
Meditation will help bring that scattered mindset back into center again, so you can focus on improving your life. Get to know your true self.
Meditation can also give you the answers you need to make changes in your life, or move forward.
when I meditate or relax with my eyes closed in a dark quiet spot, it helps me solve situations and problems.. it gives me new ideas etc.
To be honest I do not feel like much is happening for you in the future, until you decide to do something about it.
I know Sometimes its hard to get out of that mental state of mind you are in, but you will get out of it, and you will find your true self and be happy.
start meditating, and let me know of your progress.
Guide to finding true happiness
I didnt start being truly happy until I was 45 years.. sure I thought I was happy throwing money around buying stuff, and jumping from one relationship to the other.. but not real inner happiness.
Going to psychics asking about my future only makes me feel good in the short term.. I have to do the work to feel good in the long term.
Try this Anxiety and depression checklist
https://www.beyondblue.org.au/the-facts ... cklist-k10
Rev. Chris Roubis
named Chief Little Horn... by my guides.
(main spirit guide) Chief White Eagle, (other guides) Chief Sitting Bull, Chief Oconostota, Chief Eagle Eyes, Chief Eagle Tomahawk. Chief White Tail. Chief White Feather and more. Biblical tribes Asher, Issachar, Zebulun, Dan and Naphtal, Thessalonians, Manasseh etc... were Aegean Greek tribes.