My DOB is 11/12/1979 if this helps.
I could be wrong but I feel you need to stand in your own power and own it, and do what you FEEL is right for you and not worry so much about what others may think or say about you.
If we worry and are always in constant fear of what others think about us we wont live to our true selves,
we will block anything that we are meant to be doing for ourselves off and keep ourselves in a constant energy of I shouldn't do that, I shouldn't do this, what will they think if I do this, what if I make a mistake, what if I am wrong, that energy is constantly putting yourself down, and I feel you need to stand in your own power and allow yourself to make your own decisions and choices as to what you feel will bring you closer to your goals, dreams and hopes.
Mistakes aren't so much mistakes they are lesson many valuable lessons as I have found out for myself have been lessons that made me the person I am today, if something doesn't work out for us, then we try a different way which is learning and we are all here to learn on this earth plane.
We cant please everyone to what they expect of us and we cant live our lives for others to please them, we are here to live the kind of life we were meant to, and I feel you have a lot waiting for you up ahead if you would allow yourself to be the strong determined person you are but are hiding from because of others.
You have a good head on your shoulders and good intuition so please use it and trust what your FEELINGS are telling you not what others expect from you or want from you , YOU are your own person each and every one of
us are unique in our own special way no soul is the same as another we all feel different, think different, hurt different, be happy different, sad different, be confident different, insecure different, all emotions we feel are different from another this is the lowest plane here our earth plane everything we do is emotional, we feel here so our emotions should tell us what we need to do for ourselves.
Okay lets see what energies are around you and coming in for you okay.
Speaking your truth, and being true to yourself (let others get over it) stand in your truth and own it.
When you can allow yourself to do this I see new opportunities coming in for you so please take advantage of
all signs that guide you to new things and please do not fear changes or making changes in your life as we feel
at times you put your self on hold through fear of what others may react.
Listen to your gut feelings they are your soul truth the truth you cant escape or supress your guides are trying to give you valuable guidance listen to your higher self not the one that is living in fear or being insecure.
You need to lighten your load, you carry what doesn't belong to you and that is other peoples stuff that they need to carry for themselves and work out things for themselves not expect others to do it for them.
you are trying to do too many things for too many people you do what you need to do for you.
Abundance and rewards will come to you from your hard work and determination, your efforts will bring you stability and financial balance.
Are you off to see a doctor, dentist or specialist showing, or maybe your nerves need settling from all the demands put on you or pressure, maybe headaches, neck aches or knots in your shoulder area?? from carrying too much of others loads.
You may need to be firm and say no to someone or a situation that is taking your power away or draining you on all levels, there is nothing wrong with standing your ground or speaking up for yourself,
there are times when we need to take control of a situation that needs addressing or sorted out once and for all.
someone from your past may reappear or want to contact you to stay in touch.
It is time to put the past behind you, learn from any experiences that have taught you any valuable lessons, and be in control of where you want to head in life, remember we are always in control of ourselves so get going into the future with any wisdom learned and leave the past behind.
A promotion, a pay rise or a new job is showing around you, there is new energies coming in to bring changes many changes, clear out any dead wood in your life that doesn't serve you a purpose now including old thought patterns about yourself, worn out habits that keep you in the dark, because a transformation is here to take you from the person you are now to a whole new level of opportunities, excitement, travel, personal happiness, abundance, love, good health because when you own your own power and speak your truth it sets you free to be all that you were meant to be so go for it, you are here for you not anyone else, you are most deserving of all the good things in life your struggle time and within yourself is coming to an end so please allow yourself to be you now, smoother emotions are showing for you , your angels are guiding you into new and better energies that they want you to experience for yourself
I hope that has helped you in some way enjoy all that life can bring you it goes too quickly not too ;) jazz.