Thank you for the answer Chris!
If I threw out a couple names...JAMES
...would that help in the process regarding my soulmate?
You are correct I do need to get out some more. But please do tell me if either of those names gives a clue?
I do attend conferences, etc..the theatre... but, no, I am not a big one for nights out. From my youtube page I think you can see that I stay current...try to be hip...I do try! My karmic hump is to believe in my talents myself as not many around me ever have been big supporters...of my art, work, talents etc. After being married 20 years to a man who barely looked at me...well there's a story there.
I am sensitive and that probably comes along wth being an empath of sorts. My sons did a darn good job to convince me, just yesterday, that no one could possibly find interest in me. Kind of compared me to a sea-monster-haig-o-beastee-purple-people-eater...and that the man would have to be blind.
Those closest to me perhaps not really wanting true happiness for me, or just being regular teenagers and not seeing past themselves for now. Meditation to rise above ego judgement helps...but I am not a stone!
Have met many local healers and like minded folks. I am not a big believer in charging for healing services. Most of them will chat, and often mostly about themselves, only if the price is right. One has become a friend but we do not talk much on pyschic stuff... http://www.moniqueallore.com
There is no spiritual church in the area.
I know I have a gift... just trying to get past the blocks to bring it forward. Anything more specific on that you pick up?
Funny your mom is not in support...and I am a mom...my sons think I am the kook! Well again they are just being regular teens and on a more positive note we do connect on many levels, still. They are good guys....and their father is not exactly Mr. Sensitive role model either. Changing is often hardest for those around us to accept...no? People like to pingeon hole a person to a specific place and time or roll and keep them there.
Wow, I am hoping this post does not seem too overtly negative.
Well, as you know, email can leave out many details, emphatics especially-- and only show one side, sometimes.
Today is a new day....